It really feels good to have someone you can count on and is always there to help you with your problems, other than your partner. But how about if you don't have one?
I am a person who wants to do things on my own for I have less trust to others and to top all of that, I am very confident that I would finish my goals on my own. I also prefer being alone when studying and working on something. This trait of mine lead me to not having this so called "best friend". Its pretty odd to believe in this for I can consider myself a friendly person and is very open to other people. I always lend my hand and time to others who are in need of advice, comfort or just want to have someone to talk to. But when time comes that I am depressed and down, I have noone to turn to and will just mock inside my room and cry until I can stand on my feet again :'(. But one day, I met this fellow Youth For Christ (shes a girl) and during that time she is very down for she has troubles with her boyfriend so I approached her to comfort her and give some advice, after our talk she asked me if I can be her best friend. Then I agree for I have nothing to loose. So that was the time I experienced having this so called best friend, I really treated her not just a friend but as a sister eventhough she does not return the appreciation I gave to her. I always text her every now and then but she will only reply when she has some questions and favors to ask which makes me feel just being used. But I realize that as a true friend I should not complain and continue to understand her. As times passes by, this feeling of doubt inside me started to grow and together with that the said friendship is fading fast.
I was browsing facebook that day when I saw her shoutout saying something about being tired of schooling (i forgot the exact words), then I posted a comment saying "then stop schooling, hahaha" (not the exact words too). Then she replied some hurtful words about me and told me not to mind the things she does. And from that moment on, our friendship really shattered. It was a hurting experience but also an eye-opener for me to continue to live without having a best friend. But as I continue to reflect on that experience, maybe I am the only one who closed my doors to those people who are always there from the start just waiting for me to open my doors and attention to them. They may not be the perfect friends I am seeking all this time but atleast, they are the friends who believe and appreciate me the way I am. To all people out there, treasure your friends no matter how odd or different they are for you will never know their worth until the time you will loose them.
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